maybe in a different life

be sure not to let the cloak come off for too long, for fear of possible happiness.


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i woulda done it in colors but i arready started this entry and im lazy. today has been fun. went to the beach with shawna, jamie, and zoe for shawnas birthday. went swimming, cooked some dogs, fought off some familiar pigeons, went on paddle boats in the rain, and drove home in the storm. it was fun. may hangout w/them later depending on my other time commitment. tdfzrejesh. :-)

i quit smoking on sunday and today i took a hit from zoes cigarette and it was really gross to me. plus it gave me a headache. weird that 3 years of addiction can be stopped in 3 days. well i did have cravings today buuuut IM GOING TO QUIT. haha then i'll be completely straigh edge. thats really scary. haha and just weird. none of you roll your eyes when you read this cause this time im so for real i dont need to say it. here comes suicide. lmao. im joking....

so today i guess crystal got a raise by taking some test. i better within the next couple days or i'll be pissed. seriously not only does work fuck me over a lot but in the words of someone wise "crystal always gets things given to her so easily." Not fair. oh well, its out of my control.

i wish my muscles would not hurt for 24 hours. why do i hate doctors so much. bleeeh. i think i need one for my neck. 2 months w/it hurting and i havent adapted completely so maybe i should get shit checked out? yeah whatever. i think im done with my bitching and stuff. glad that my good mood for the day was temporarily ruined by the people who care the most riiiight. g'day.